It was a very tough day for me, because my lecturer blasted over my lesson planning being long-ish and complicated for a wave 3 intervention Mathematics approach. (I blame myself for not being part of the class for Day 2, however I have my responsibilities in church anyway)
Eventually the whole class was bombarded with disappointments by my lecturer, because we did not grasp what he expects of us during our presentation. I don't blame him, to be honest, we are teacher trainees and I believe he wants us to produce scholarly work, and I agree that we must.
This feeling haunts me the entire day, it's a feeling that says: "Damn! I thought I got it, but I still have so much to grasp!" I want to be that superhero, who knows everything and use it to protect the young ones. Imagining myself as Megamind (I know he's not charming, but I can relate myself to him), devious and evil towards my children, but sort of have a room for my students, a room to make a difference in their lives.
It seems Megamind also learn how to love, and I guess learning the best requires more heart breaking and disappointed moments. I guess then, I have to call on God to give me strength.
I missed my friends a lot. Each day I felt myself like a stranger towards them. I wish I could have chat more sociably. However, I have a mission, a mission to be a "Superhero" (sort of, evil criminal to superhero, MEGAMIND!~)
Mr. David
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